Why Does The Pain Never End

you struggle to move just to  get away from the things that bind you to this world to your body itself but you can't get free there is just too much holding you down what you did in your life drugs abuse drinking all holds you back at times but then again it helps easy the pain but slowly kills you from the inside out until there is nothing left no body for your soul to live in
what next? as you try to get the to the gates of heaven a chain wraps around your foot and begins to drag you back down towards hell you have a split second choice to try and get away
and stay on earth and roam forever you choose to roam for ever never able to be with your family always separated no place among the living nor the dead your an out cast there is no place for you, you looks around and think "where do i go now?"
but there is no one to answer you.......